Just had a long talk with someone I really miss, think he should get his ass here now. And yeah, I know youre reading this, you tard. And share me your smokes. Dont 'Yes dear' me!
My days are filled with just beeing, existing on another level, thinking and feeling. And damn, does that feel nice. Just me, pure, 100% me. I do what I wish, I say what I want.
I've started to see people I'd never thought I'd meet again, Beccs, Josefin, its really amazing. How beautiful people change.
But I'm kinda scared, waiting for something to hit me, for something to make me sad. Know I can't see the future, but it can't be this good, I can't feel this good. But its not all me whos making this good, I have a new .. friend that is doing alot, really making me go out of my mind, making me smile all the damn time. Just wondering what rock he's been hiding under.
The apartment hunt is going quite well actually, and towards the fall I go back to the bench and even start working. These past 6 months has been a compleate mess. But next year, 2009, is going to be fucking great. Lots of fun and lots of what I want to do, and if all goes well, I might do those trips I always wanted to do, those I havnt told a soul about.
Ah we'll see, the one who lives will know.
Hf with whatever you are doing :>
oh! have to ask .. do you belive in soulmates? I'm starting to wonder.
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For some strange reason I came back here, doubting myself and my simulation of what and how you feel right now. Guess if I was wrong.
And the loop begins again?
A secret lover, a new life to enjoy and oh so many troubles before...
Oh and the great “epiphany” ooh everything is so nice
fucking waste of a whole year
Smile 'till it hurts hun, it's worth it ;)
tardlubb <3
Smile 'till it hurts hun, it's worth it.
Tardlubb <3
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