Bleh, some drunkthinking maybe, or maybe not.

December is around the corner, its getting colder by the minute.
In all its coldness, I see the true colours of those who wish to share their heat.
A glass of wine has changed taste, a snowflake falling has changed its shape, christmas has a new glow. Details appear everywhere and nowhere, laughter has changed colour, movies have a new scent.
I am stronger than what I thought, the reflection in the mirror is changing by the day, I'm starting to see the beauty I once was.
A email and I was back to old thinking, a email and I felt numb.
I was loved enough to be set free and I will no matter what, be grateful. After rain comes sunshine, I can feel its heat and see the start of light. But its true you know, you dont know what you had until you lost it, whether its your selfasteem, a way of thinking, yourself, a boyfriend, a friend, your looks, your charm, what you are.
I feel free, and I feel love. And like I told Dag, I don't regret anything.