The divine light touches the life of the living

I lay my naked body down on the cold floor
Stripped of everything
Exept the thoughts of abandon in my head
and the feeling of alone in my heart
Exhausted, frail, scared
I nearly loose hope
A bright light appears
So strong
So pure
So true
I stretch out my hand
The light goes stronger
I shield my eyes
And I finally touch something
It's warm
It's soft
I can feel it beating
Faster and faster
It's safe
He's not here to harm me
I close my eyes
And I stretch both my arms towards him
I can feel his chest
His neck
Without any doubt I hold on to him
My hands slides gently up his back
But wait, I feel something I never felt before
They go out from his back in a majestic way
Never before has something felt so soft
but yet so powerful..
It's a cherubim
It's a guardien