Omg, the good comments just keep rolling in, not about how I do in school and my grades, but how I AM as a person, it's just such a booster I'm gonna start laughing and crying.
This time it was my Active Democracy teacher (n yes that is a ligit class and cours), he told me my grade and said that I was such a greater leader, I can make people do what I want (in a good way), make them see what's good, explain things so everyone gets it and that's seriously (he said) a good quality in a human beeing. He was specially impressed of my leading skills.
Thou he was curious of why I don't take more place, show myself and how smart I am more.
I explained that thats something that has been coming more and more, that I wanted to make room for others to shine and learn, I don't want to step on anyones toes.
He almost got angry telling me that I needed to do that to achieve some steps in life, was really interesting talking to him. This past term I've been really looking up to him, enjoying his classes and his intelligence, for him to say that to me, it was really cool.
And plus, I got kickass grade from him.
6/03/2009
6/02/2009
YUMMI
Time for one of those long updates again I guess!
Still, I'm gonna try and keep it short . . . .
The last week, between monday and wednesday I was at the hospital. No worries, it was a kind of course, talking about diabetes. It was really the best thing that's happend in a while, when it comes to me and my health.
3 days me and 8 other people sat listening to doctors, nurses, nutritionist, psychologist and even top researcher!
I was the youngest of them all, and yet the one who have had the longest relationship with the illness.
Lots of good things really happend, but to keep it short I got new improved means, loads of guide and tips.
And I even got to know how I got diabetes, which is a hole new discovery, and I'm going to tell you some other time.
I'm really doing what I've wanted to do the last year or so, I'm starting to feel so much fresher and alert, it's really amazing. Who would have known that I could eat knekkebroot!
The nurses there ware really taking care of me, since I've transfered from the kiddies division to adult I've kinda slipped between chairs and was lost in the archivies. I hav'nt done the routine cheak-ups so they really, no kidding, threw me out of the room to go and do them, they felt sorry for the position I was in. All better now thou!
The past weeks been really stressful, like always, everything is pushed to the end and I got alot of school to take care of, but then again, it all ends tomorrow!
And it is worth it, I've applyed for the university here in Malmo, and in Lund, so let's see where I end up. My grade is looking awfly good with all the VG-MVGs I've gotten from Komvux ;).
Funny thing happend today, did the last thing for my English class and afterwards when I talked to my teacher about my grade she asked me what I was planning on doing to the fall.
Told her I was going to the university and that I've applyed for 3 things.
Anyway, my 3d option which is just something I took because I had a sudden rush for it, is a english teacher for the upper highschool students.
She said that I was one of the most talented english students she's seen in a while and that I had every characteristic that a good teacher needs, and that Sweden really needed more of those. I got really flattered.
Btw, not telling a soul what my first two desires are for the university apply, lets just see how far it goes ;).
Gonna continue studying for the last exam and sip on my beer.
See ya laters.
Still, I'm gonna try and keep it short . . . .
The last week, between monday and wednesday I was at the hospital. No worries, it was a kind of course, talking about diabetes. It was really the best thing that's happend in a while, when it comes to me and my health.
3 days me and 8 other people sat listening to doctors, nurses, nutritionist, psychologist and even top researcher!
I was the youngest of them all, and yet the one who have had the longest relationship with the illness.
Lots of good things really happend, but to keep it short I got new improved means, loads of guide and tips.
And I even got to know how I got diabetes, which is a hole new discovery, and I'm going to tell you some other time.
I'm really doing what I've wanted to do the last year or so, I'm starting to feel so much fresher and alert, it's really amazing. Who would have known that I could eat knekkebroot!
The nurses there ware really taking care of me, since I've transfered from the kiddies division to adult I've kinda slipped between chairs and was lost in the archivies. I hav'nt done the routine cheak-ups so they really, no kidding, threw me out of the room to go and do them, they felt sorry for the position I was in. All better now thou!
The past weeks been really stressful, like always, everything is pushed to the end and I got alot of school to take care of, but then again, it all ends tomorrow!
And it is worth it, I've applyed for the university here in Malmo, and in Lund, so let's see where I end up. My grade is looking awfly good with all the VG-MVGs I've gotten from Komvux ;).
Funny thing happend today, did the last thing for my English class and afterwards when I talked to my teacher about my grade she asked me what I was planning on doing to the fall.
Told her I was going to the university and that I've applyed for 3 things.
Anyway, my 3d option which is just something I took because I had a sudden rush for it, is a english teacher for the upper highschool students.
She said that I was one of the most talented english students she's seen in a while and that I had every characteristic that a good teacher needs, and that Sweden really needed more of those. I got really flattered.
Btw, not telling a soul what my first two desires are for the university apply, lets just see how far it goes ;).
Gonna continue studying for the last exam and sip on my beer.
See ya laters.
5/06/2009
Still blahflagh
Who ever knows what the future holds?
Everyday you make decisions that change your life, some are good and some are bad, but they are still changes.
I've lived for soon 20 years, who knows that on that particular period of time how many bad moves I've made, how many bad decisions. Who knows of what would have happend if I stayed with my first ex? Can speculate thru it but never know. Now when I look back a few years I see that it was a good move, I got to know a guy who changed me (<- change, good or bad). Thing is, right now, that was just a move. Let's see if it ware for the better, wierd thing about this is that I feel less interesting in the ripples I got, than his.
I just hope I'm not like that stupid dog I see all the time, running in circles around everyone at all times.
Bah, dont even know what I wrote there, I'm so tired.
School is 4 weeks more, I work on a daily basis atm, I push my family because my dads got the pigthing, my mom is depressed and my bro is just .. dont. Can't even relive the moment in my head when I saw him.
I'm not even sure I want this job for the next 5 months, 8h a day for a hole summer. From the exact day my school ends, the job starts. I might be looking at too much.
Everyday you make decisions that change your life, some are good and some are bad, but they are still changes.
I've lived for soon 20 years, who knows that on that particular period of time how many bad moves I've made, how many bad decisions. Who knows of what would have happend if I stayed with my first ex? Can speculate thru it but never know. Now when I look back a few years I see that it was a good move, I got to know a guy who changed me (<- change, good or bad). Thing is, right now, that was just a move. Let's see if it ware for the better, wierd thing about this is that I feel less interesting in the ripples I got, than his.
I just hope I'm not like that stupid dog I see all the time, running in circles around everyone at all times.
Bah, dont even know what I wrote there, I'm so tired.
School is 4 weeks more, I work on a daily basis atm, I push my family because my dads got the pigthing, my mom is depressed and my bro is just .. dont. Can't even relive the moment in my head when I saw him.
I'm not even sure I want this job for the next 5 months, 8h a day for a hole summer. From the exact day my school ends, the job starts. I might be looking at too much.
5/03/2009
Updatimentues
Tuesday went beyond what I could have imagine. People that was back-stabing, messing with each other, making lives miserable ware getting along. I told the group that teamwork was the key and that we needed to get along to make this work, and since I was the leader of this group I was going to make damn sure that was going to happen.
It was a complete success, I was coaching and pushing, making me kinda rethink what I was doing, but thats another story. The day was as said, a complete success, this was the most fun I've had in a long while, we hade a barbecue with about 500 sausages, lots of people to serve and we laughed the hole time.
After the clean up, we all felt we owed it to ourself to go and get drunk and that is exactly what we did. Had a hungover for 2 days, but totaly worth it.
I never thought buying a apartment would be such trouble, it takes forever, everything has to be checked and rechecked over and over again. But its worth it in the end. I'm moving back to my old block with a positive attitude. And everything feels great, a new home with a new feeling to it.
Love is thrusting and spring affects everyone. Dag and I keep building new foundations, new values and new ways to make each other happy. I've been waiting for something like this for a long time, and it's exactly what I need right now atleast.
A commitment with no boundaries, no pressure and most of all the exact freedome I need and still the precise amount of affection and love. And the great sex ofcourse.
About the near future, I'm being interviewed for a important job on wednesday, that could determent how my next few years look like. It's this kickass job for a company I really want to work for, Tele2. It has tremendous opportunities for further development, without a real edjucation (with that I mean university or any college of higher learning) become a project manager, key account manager, teamleader and who knows, might even go further.
And it's such a good pay, like I-can-buy-my-dream-camera-3-times-over good pay.
Let's see how it goes, don't know If I want to cross my fingers just yet, I was'nt quite ready for a dreamjob to pop up so soon.
It was a complete success, I was coaching and pushing, making me kinda rethink what I was doing, but thats another story. The day was as said, a complete success, this was the most fun I've had in a long while, we hade a barbecue with about 500 sausages, lots of people to serve and we laughed the hole time.
After the clean up, we all felt we owed it to ourself to go and get drunk and that is exactly what we did. Had a hungover for 2 days, but totaly worth it.
I never thought buying a apartment would be such trouble, it takes forever, everything has to be checked and rechecked over and over again. But its worth it in the end. I'm moving back to my old block with a positive attitude. And everything feels great, a new home with a new feeling to it.
Love is thrusting and spring affects everyone. Dag and I keep building new foundations, new values and new ways to make each other happy. I've been waiting for something like this for a long time, and it's exactly what I need right now atleast.
A commitment with no boundaries, no pressure and most of all the exact freedome I need and still the precise amount of affection and love. And the great sex ofcourse.
About the near future, I'm being interviewed for a important job on wednesday, that could determent how my next few years look like. It's this kickass job for a company I really want to work for, Tele2. It has tremendous opportunities for further development, without a real edjucation (with that I mean university or any college of higher learning) become a project manager, key account manager, teamleader and who knows, might even go further.
And it's such a good pay, like I-can-buy-my-dream-camera-3-times-over good pay.
Let's see how it goes, don't know If I want to cross my fingers just yet, I was'nt quite ready for a dreamjob to pop up so soon.
4/22/2009
Oh my dear god.
I'm so seriously sick of people seeking drama, it gets too much, isnt your life that excited aleady? I feel sorry for you, that you need to drag down a group filled with good people just because you feel this and that.
I'm currently in this campaign group for this cultureday on my school, I'm the Chairwoman and I love the part I'm playing. But there is this villain with her sidekick that is determant to drag not only me but the hole team down by spreading lies about indulgence and idleness. Because she doesnt understand the part she's playing she has to go running to the teacher, risk everyones (that isnt her) grade and just trashtalk. We have clearly helpt her understand what she is suppost to do, she hasnt had any questions or doubt, so how does that become our fault? If we feel she gets it, she shows she gets it, how are we suppost to walk into her mind and find out the truth?
I'm not feeling the fact that people go behind my back, ranting about stuff that arent true and trying to stab the group in the back. If she made it personal, and went tadeling on me, that would have been different, she wouldnt punish the group, I could take that. Right now I couldnt care less about this grade, I was thinking jumping off now, but 5 weeks to go and it's foolish. Let's see where this takes us. She made the teacher write a long letter to the hooole class and today he's gonna sit down with us and talk about rights and wrongs, active or not, responsibillity,
and this has never felt more like kindergarden.
I'm currently in this campaign group for this cultureday on my school, I'm the Chairwoman and I love the part I'm playing. But there is this villain with her sidekick that is determant to drag not only me but the hole team down by spreading lies about indulgence and idleness. Because she doesnt understand the part she's playing she has to go running to the teacher, risk everyones (that isnt her) grade and just trashtalk. We have clearly helpt her understand what she is suppost to do, she hasnt had any questions or doubt, so how does that become our fault? If we feel she gets it, she shows she gets it, how are we suppost to walk into her mind and find out the truth?
I'm not feeling the fact that people go behind my back, ranting about stuff that arent true and trying to stab the group in the back. If she made it personal, and went tadeling on me, that would have been different, she wouldnt punish the group, I could take that. Right now I couldnt care less about this grade, I was thinking jumping off now, but 5 weeks to go and it's foolish. Let's see where this takes us. She made the teacher write a long letter to the hooole class and today he's gonna sit down with us and talk about rights and wrongs, active or not, responsibillity,
and this has never felt more like kindergarden.
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